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Feeling so empty,so out of my place.
My heart's beating faster and faster,
Due to my options,the decisions I make.
Each has its own weight,will I rise up or sink under?

Who will I choose to be?
Who will You let me be?
Right now nothing's alright,
And I can't see Your bright light,anymore..

So dry,so withered,
Like a flower petal dried in the pages of a book.
On the outside,you see its beauty,
But inside,it contains no life.

I'm humbling myself at Your feet again.
I lay down my life,and carry my cross.
Everything I have or don't,
I leave it all to Your mighty hands.