I thought...

I thought you were my friend,
I thought you'd hold onto my hand.
Now a year has passed,
And on your face,there's a mask

True or false,I don't know which,
All I know is it makes you tick.
Whether or not I say it all,
All you do is watch me fall.

You think I'm fake,
Well,no I'm not!
You watch me shake,
Waiting for me to rot.

Gruesome as things are now,
I cling onto my ball of hope.
All I need is for you to know,
I'm sorry,I'm still trying to cope.