See me,please?

Do you see me in the crowd?
As I'm desperate to catch your eye;
Seeing you laugh and smile without me by your side,
Kills me deep inside.

Happy as I am for you,
I cannot help but hope;
For a future that includes me and you,
Inside your golden globe world.

Any second I could fall,
If not for your tiny gestures of care.
As tiny as they may be,
I want them all to be for me.

How can one so great be there a while,
And yet disappear in a magician's cloud?
Dragged away willingly by your wiles,
The you that was never meant for me.